Dossier Submitted Again ~~ Call Possible in 2 Weeks!

Dear Family and Friends,

We received a call today from our agency and they told us that our dossier, with the new updated documents,  has been resubmitted.  We were also informed that we could get a call  to arrange our travel date within the next 2 weeks and potentially the date for that travel could be a month later.  Looking at the calendar, this would place our travel date possibly around the first or second week of November.  Some adoptive parents we've heard of recently have received a call and notice for travel for 3 days to a week later!  

One really cannot predict what will happen.  We are essentially getting ourselves as ready as possible, given the circumstances.  Meanwhile the Lord has provided us with some more funds from generous donors and so our totals are now at $29,000.   If you or anyone you know are interested in helping us raise the last amounts that we need for this adoption to go through then please take note of the Adoption Fund information on the sidebar of the blog.  A donation fund has been established through Kingdom Kids Adoption Ministry to help us raise the last amounts and bring V and B home.  Please pray for the Lord to lead us as we make preparations for this trip.  

It is at times like these that I remember what I have read from some of the Lord's faithful preachers and teachers.  Dr. Martyn Lloyd-Jones is my favorite and in his book "Spiritual Depression: Its causes and its cure" he communicates some solid truth about faith and how we should exercise faith...

"That is the first great lesson we have to apply to ourselves and to one another. It is very wrong for a Christian ever to be in such a condition.  I do not care what the circumstances may be, the Christian should never be agitated, the Christian should never be beside himself like this, the Christian should never be at his wit's end, the Christian should never be in a condition in which he has lost control of himself".  

~~~ Well, I can honestly say I've not measured up to this standard.  To my shame I've struggled off and on with these sorts of reactions.  Thanks to the Lord's provision I can exercise faith in His truth from passages like... 

~~ 1 John 1:9 and confess my sins and be cleansed from all unrighteousness.   

~~ I can do as James 1:2 says and "Count it all joy".  

~~ I can also agree with Paul and forget "what lies behind and press on to what lies ahead".  

~~ Paul writes to the Philippians, "I have learned, in whatsoever state I am to be content... I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me".  

May the Lord grant all who are attempting to adopt the grace to have their faith in God's sovereign provisions.  

Lloyd-Jones also provides some focused conclusions on how to express faith in whatever circumstances.  After observing that Jesus calms the storm in Luke 8, Lloyd-Jones points out that Jesus asks the disciples the question, "Where is your faith".  He then makes further observations:

~~ "You observe our Lord's question.  It seems to imply that He knows perfectly well that they have faith.  The question He asks them is:  'Where is your faith? You have got faith, but where is it at this moment? It ought to be here, where is it?'"

~~ "Faith is not a matter of feeling"

~~ "It (faith) is a response to truth."

~~ "Faith is an activity, it is something that must be exercised.  It does not come into operation itself, you and I have to put it into operation.  It is a form of activity."

~~ "The first thing I must do when I find myself in a difficult position is to refuse to allow myself to be controlled by the situation."  

~~ "Faith is a refusal to panic."

~~ "Faith is unbelief kept quiet."

~~ "You then remind yourself of what you believe and what you know."

~~ "That is faith, it holds on to truth and reasons from what it knows to be fact."

We have been challenged in these circumstances of adoption in many ways that we did not think possible and did not imagine we would be.  And yet, the truth of the Word shines through that "His mercies are new every morning" and  "I (Christ) am with you always".  I asked myself today if I still believe that His name of Jehovah-jireh (my Provider) still describes His character or not? Does His character ever change?  Can I believe that He will finish what He started?  I had to confess that's not where my heart, mind and faith are at, but that I do believe that He still will finish it and that He still is my Provider.  It is a moment of "I believe, Lord.  Help my unbelief".  

I concluded in my mind that this is no time to become faint hearted or fearful.  The whole situation is in the hands of the Lord and has been from the beginning.  I pray the Lord will give us strength, endurance and faith in Him.  Reading 2 Peter 1:1-15, I see some some interesting principles (add to your faith... don't be shortsighted or blind... as long as you practice these things you will never stumble).  Please Lord, teach me how to add to my faith these other qualities.